my ladybug lover

hello lovelies :) :) how are you doing today? its sunny here, but i dont feel sunny. for some reason i dont like how its nice out, makes me feel worse. anwho, i woke up and looked on my ceiling and said hello to my stevey-poo, then the next time i looked up he was crawling above my head so i almost freaked out...thats a little too close steven, im still a bit antsy about ladybugs near me. but i like to look at him

i dont want this post to be negative so i will try to make it a happy one :) hmm. what do you do to relax, calm down, help anxiety...i try to do yoga regularly, breathing, etc. but its not enough. any ideas?? i'd love to hear some, honestly!

i went to take a picture of my cereal this morning but after tuning on my camera it shut off, so i had to charge the batteries :( but a 'lil description:

- a few types of cereal (shreddies, organic oat squares, shredded wheat little bite sizes...maybe some more i dunno
- some skim milk
- wheat germ
- 1/2 ripe ripe ripe ripe ripe banana
- cinnamon, ginger, cinnamon :P
- walnuts

think thats it.

i really want to go home :( ugh. its just a strong feeling. and i dont feel well and i hate feeling sick all the time. i know i complain but really i also feel like shit. i dont even remember not worrying about things on a regular basis, feeling happy, not anxious. its become a constant thing and when i dont feel it its like...what is this feeling?? then it goes away quickly :( ahh oh well.

i said i'd make this a happy post, so hmm i think there are 3 ladybugs, stephen, another or maybe its just 2. i see another one on the blind. that will be a female. i think they're married, stephen and...dakota. speaking of dakota............................

tadaaaaaa :) im so farrreaking excited to see the runaways ahhhh too much excitement. hello daddy hello moooommm im your che-che-che-che-che-che-che-che cherrry bombbb :D



i will talk to you all later, and please leave a comment okay????? xoxoxox <3 love