hey lovelies :) :) i hope you're well, it seems as though some people are having a tough time at the moment and im sending love your way.....hehe.
i went in one day today and felt awful still, and the germy place is still just crazy i mean so many people are ill and i just realised that i'd probably been exposed once again, and i had a few rough nights, i just am so exhausted from everything, physically and emotionally. i don't know why everything is SO hard. but it just is.
but i did manage a few photos when i was at home on monday, and i managed to eat then too :)
its just time to actually get better. with everything i mean, just truly start getting back to when i was happier and healthier and emotionally just okay. i'm positive despite that im freaking out anxiety/phobia/fear-wise about a few things. just one day at a time right? i'm just awful at that, i try to plan and control everything, about myself and other people which is NOT okay. does anyone find it hard to just breathe??? wow, i mean i should be able to just take things one bit at a time, but clearly i cannot do that.
...and i love you xoxox